more meaning-related pondering

I wrote my brother this morning: Been obsessed with the idea of "meaning" lately, but I wonder if what I use that term to describe, is just some sense of narrative, which life mimics or doesn't.

I wrote my brother this morning because I've been sending him texts daily, to remind him that I'm here and that I care. He seems to be in pretty rough shape right now, but he won't talk about it.

I've been thinking about "meaning" though because the ideas I had above, were not very articulate in their handling of the idea.